The pub I work for has been shut down due to COVID-19. I am out of work and as a non citizen I am unsure of my future. Returning home is not an option, my whole life is in Australia as I wait for my the decision of my de facto partner visa with my Aussie partner. We have an apartment, a recently adopted puppy, and everything else that goes with that, I am not a visitor nor am I on working holiday, I need to stay and I need to survive.