I was suppose to buy a house but now the bank won’t give me loan because I Don’t have the income flow in my account. This was the only causal job I had and it’s driving me nuts. Staying at home thinking that how I am going to get money for all the bills. How to divide my money for food and bills. The money which I have been saving for so many years for my dream house. Now I have to use it for surviving. But what after that? Thats the question I have been asking myself.